Thursday, May 31, 2007

THESE MONTHS OF APRIL & MAY IN PROJECT BACKSPACE

(Boracay. Photo by Dylan Gozum)


+ FROM THE CHIEF EDITOR. Remembering the summers of yore. Read more...

+ VOICES. Readers from SPi talk about their favorite books and how these have touched or changed their lives. Read more...

+ ESSAY. Newcomer Biboy Calleja of Journals realizes that he is, finally, an adult. Read more...

+ W.Gimik. Here's a peek at what you missed at the 2007 International Book Day. Read more...

+ CRITIQUE. One of our newest writers, Jacquiline Dy of Journals, debuts with a poetry critique for Women's Month. Read more...

+ TIKIM. Here's enjoying dinner in the most quirky of surroundings. Read more...

+ STANZAS OF STILLNESS. Read more...

+ REEL REVIEW. Resident cineaste Ed Saludes chats with critically-acclaimed film director Jeffrey Jeturian. Read more...

+ REEL REVIEW. Ivy San Diego, a Frank Miller fan, reviews 300. Read more...

+ BOOK TALKS SERIES. Women take over the evening with discussions about love, life and vaginas. Read more...

+ CLUB SPiRIT: SPi Clubs Bulletin. SPi Mountaineering Club brought our Vice President, Pia Manzano, to heights she never knew she'd reach. Here's how she survived to tell the tale. Read more...

+ CLUB SPiRIT: SPi Clubs Bulletin. OBRA's Camera Club holds its very first Shoot Out activity at La Mesa Dam and Park. Here are some samples that simply take the breathe away. Read more...

+ CLUB SPiRIT: SPi Clubs Bulletin. Toastmasters Club of SPi brought in three storms this summer. Read the club's successes in this year's first quarter. Read more...

+ BOOK REVIEW. Mahros Abaño discovers Banana Yoshimoto. Read more...

For comments or suggestions, please email us at spiwritersguild@yahoo.com.ph. Thank you. Our new mobile number is 0927.447.8781. Now, there's no more reason why you can't get in touch with us!


Wednesday, May 30, 2007

FROM THE CHIEF EDITOR


Malasag Gardens, Cagayan de Oro. Photo by Dylan Gozum (April 2007)


Dear readers,

Summer holds a very special place in my heart. Summer almost always means travel and methinks I inherited the travel itch from my mother and when I was much younger, we’d always find time to do just that (travel, not itch).

Most memorable among the weird trips we took was the bus ride from Surigao to Pasay City in Luzon aboard a Philtranco bus. This was when PAL was the only airline flying and limited as flights were, most Filipinos would resort to taking the boat or as the case may be, the bus. The thing is, our bus never reached Cagayan de Oro because it was held up somewhere on its last leg in the Visayas so we had to take a bus to Surigao, east of Northern Mindanao, and take our chances there. Since we were not exactly creatures of comfort, we opted to sleep and wait it out on rented folding beds beneath the starry sky until it was announced at dawn that a bus has finally arrived to take us in. Two ferry boat transfers, a kilometric land trip, crash course on several local dialects, and 4 travel days later, we found ourselves sitting on the floor of the Pasay terminal in sheer exhaustion. Guess what? I would do it all over again if I had the chance to.

In high school and early part of college, I would spend summers in Del Monte’s Cawayanon compound in Manolo Fortich, Bukidnon. It is said that Frankie Miñoza, the Philippines’ legendary male golfer, used to be a caddie here. In fact, on a busy day, you can hear whacks from clubs and balls crashing into the garden outside your window. I loved this place for its solitude where, for the most part, you only hear birds, crickets and the mountain wind rushing through pine and mahogany trees. When not looking for lost balls among the shrubs, I would fish at the nearby lake every Wednesday afternoon. On other days, we’d be picking mangosteen, macopa or sineguelas. We also make trips to the organic garden behind the house (only an expanse of green grass separated us). There, you can pick vegetables straight from the plant and chat a windstorm with the staff.

Equally enjoyable was my habit of watering the plants in midday because you can always create instant rainbows during this time when the sun is at its peak (fine mist against sunlight produce rainbows. Bet you didn’t know that!). The saddest part in this exercise would be finding dead birds. As the wide hall of the house is protected by almost invisible screens, birds would sometimes fly straight into them leading to their eventual demise. There is nothing more poetic than finding dead birds. It’s almost something straight out of a Willem van Aelst painting – a heartbreaking solemn moment.

At any rate, I still cherish summers not just for the thrills but also for the memories that they bring back. I pray that your summers are just as special.

Love,

Dylan

Thursday, May 24, 2007

VOICES: THE FAVORITE BOOK(S) OF READERS IN SPi REVEALED !!!


"Mine is The Little Prince because of its simplicity - simple words, photos, storyline, yet it has the ability to touch one's heart for those who take the time to really read it deeply." - Jacquiline Dy, Journals


"(The) Lord of the Rings (series). well crafted world of make believe., complete with details - language, history, mythology." - Luz Desquitado, Journals


The Wedding by Nicholas Sparks. One of the most romantic ever on how a man revived and celebrated his love for his wife.” - Christian Arman Arile, Journals

Biography books because it is the only way to get to know some of the bad and great people who walked on earth. “ - Espie Vitug, Executive Office


"For me, nothing beats (yet) J.K. Rowling's Harry Potter Series. The way she makes twists and turns, and the descriptive words she uses... she makes my imagination go beyond the limits." - Mary Grace Reytiran, Content

"The Summer That Was by Sandra Scoppettone. I lost the book in college because I lent it. Hindi masyadong kilala ang author, but I swear it was a good book and I am still looking for a copy so I can share it to my children! [A good book] is one that has made an impact on you and has somehow influenced your values in life.” - Lisa Austria, Healthcare

"My favorite books are biographies, whether of famous or common people. I learn from them about how to handle the different situations of life." - Rose Sibug, Healthcare


Like Water for Chocolate by Laura Esquivel. Of course kasi nai-imagine ko na yung protagonist ay ako tapos ang galing ng pagsulat ng author.” - Kathy Nogrado, Healthcare


"Memoirs of a Geisha [by Arthur Golden]. Kasi ang dami kong natutunan about geishas. I also love Tuesdays with Morrie kasi for every chapter may lesson about life. And of course I super duper love Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus. Not all the contents are true. Natutuwa lang ako sa mga theories niya.” - Michelle Guartico, Healthcare

"Books by Nicholas Sparks and Sidney Sheldon. I love to read love stories." - Carol Acebron, Legal

"The Alchemist by (Paolo) Coelho. It is inspirational and moving, not to mention that it's very easy to read. It conveys its message without being overly stylistic."
- Biboy Calleja, Journals

"A Walk to Remember by Nicholas Sparks. The story makes me smile and then it makes me cry. Nakaka in-love, and the ending is not predictable; unexpected!" - Jomai Torbela, Content


“My favorite book would be Paolo Coelho’s The Alchemist. Its profound message of living your ‘personal legend’ gave me the determination and the drive to keep on pursuing my dreams no matter how hard they may be [to achieve]. It simply gave my life meaning and purpose.” - Carl Martin Jimenez, Journals


"Angela’s Ashes by Frank McCourt. It didn’t need to use flowery, poetic words to be deep, witty and inspiring. He’s just like casually talking about his childhood.” - Regina Bongat, Healthcare


The Naughtiest Girl in the School by Enid Blyton. It really got me into reading. I read it noong grade school pa ako. Siguro yung pagkaaliw ko ‘dun sa story I thought I’d find in every book I’d read kaya yun! I like Matilda also. Children’s lit yata ang gusto ko, ha ha!”Joyce Guevarra, Healthcare


Welcome to the Monkey House by Kurt Vonnegut. It’s an anthology of short stories. It’s rare to have an anthology in which I find all the stories excellent.”Mahros Abaño, Healthcare

When Lightning Strikes. It’s a romance novel. Not actually my favorite, but I like the plot of the story.”Fem Tipo, Content

Trivia [books] and almanacs are the best! I also like the Guinness 2007 [issue].”Joeven Gonzales, Healthcare


“Paborito kong aklat ay Candide ni Voltaire. Kung comics naman, Calvin and Hobbes.”JP Canivel, Content


"By the River Piedra I Sat Down and Wept by Paolo Coelho. Cathartic." - Dai Miranda, Journals


"100 Years of Solitude by Gabriel Garcia Marquez. It's the book that ends with the beginning. Read it!" - Ivy San Diego, Journals


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READVOLUTION UPDATE:

The two Writers Guild Readvolution Bookcases are now with Content. Bookcase One (B1) is with the Lexis Nexis account (3/F) and Bookcase 2 (B2) is on the 4/F.

Librarians for Content:

JP Canivel (Direct 8558728, Local 20728)
Tina Liwag (0918.508.3855)
Evita Maniago (0919.637.5930)
Mylene Solete

Next stop
: Support, July-August 2007

Contact person: Pia Manzano, Readvolution's über-friendly Chief Librarian

Monday, May 21, 2007

SALE! SALE! SALE!


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Friday, May 18, 2007

STANZAS OF STILLNESS

WASTELAND

Brown cat-sized rats walk the wires
as kids paddle through overflowing sewers
with bits and grime and stench of garbage.
Can a generous splash of alcohol counter foot disease?

Pink-faced babies suckle sagging breasts
while their mothers talk of Rosalinda
swaying her voluptuous hips half a world away.
Life is unfair, she is sexy and beautiful.

Caged fighting cocks crow in succession, in tune
with the shouts of shots, hoots and curses
of men fueled by round and square bottles of Ginebra.
Do they ever get sober?

The sari-sari store is crowded again
by pot-bellied smart alecks, with their bloated
heads and benches shaking from sun up to sun down blaming
the government for the never-ending traffic and oil price hikes.
Who seated them anyway?

Life is easy
for them.
These lives ruled by entropy—
spontaneous, ever in disorder—
this is the law of nature.

Their days will come and go
without books, without order
yet they will persist
to chatter of latinas or smoke their cocks,
to feast on alcohol and complain on tax,
as their kids' stomachs growl
for too less food and excessive parasites
thriving in this wasteland.

Why desire to be in control
when worms in time will devour all things:
from garbage to men,
from lifeless to breathing;
when this world is fated to disintegrate,
to crumble to its end?

Why even bother to dream?


By Dai C. Miranda (Journals)

Awit ng Paghimbing

Hiling ko lang ay kamay
na hahawakan ko magdamag
hanggang maiguhit ng bituin
ang mga bukas magaganap.

Isinilang akong payak sa layaw ng mundo
ang tanging tangan ko’y bukas na isip at pagkatao.
Hinubog man akong tila bakal sa tatag
ang pusong ito’y nanatiling sa hangin naglalayag.

Tanging hiling ko lang ay kamay
na kakapitan magdamag
pagkat di hawak ng bituin
ang mga nais kong abutin.

Binaybay ko ang mundong lunod sa anino at tanong
tumahi ng pag-asa’t pumasan ng mga hamon.
Minsan ay may saya, bukal ang init at lambing
ngunit ang pusong pagal sa paglalakbay nagpatangay na sa hangin.

Tanging hiling ko lang ay kamay
na kakapitan magdamag
pagkat di hawak ng bituin
ang mga nais kong abutin.

Sana ang kamay mo ang tangan ko sa magdamag
upang dalawin ng payapa sa paghimbing...
upang yakapin ng payapa sa paghimbing...


Akda ni Dai C. Miranda (Journals)



LOST IN A MASK

Everyone wears a mask
I make my own
Cardboard, scissors, pens
String, glue, sequins
All kept in a wooden box
Locked by a twisted paper clip
Motionless beside my night lamp
I want it within my reach
I make a mask every night
I need it for tomorrow
I need to wear my mask
My intricately designed mask
Today it’s a mixture
Of blue and purple hues
I removed the red feathers
They were too loud, I figured
Replaced them with a subtle pink lace
Outlining my mask
My intricately designed mask
Perhaps they will notice it this time
Or perhaps, just like before
They won’t even have a clue
That I’m part of the masquerade too
No one notices my mask
My intricately designed mask
Loud colors overshadowing me
Protecting me…preserving me
Tonight I’ll make a new one
An intricately designed mask
And be lost in a sundry of colors
Protecting me…preserving me

By Ivy San Diego (Journals)



Tsinelas

Sa paglipas ng bukang-liwayway
dalangin lamang ay wastong patnubay
na sana sa bawat pagdadantay
ng mga paang namumungay
ay hindi magkagutay-gutay.

‘Pagkat sa talampakan ay inialay
yaring katawang kong tinulay
ng mga daliring nangagsihanay.

At sa dapithapong sisilay
ay ipapahinga ang ngalay nang
mga sakong na nangapilay
sa maghapong paglalaro at paglalakbay.

Sa muli mong paghikab at paghimlay
ako ay muli ring maghihintay
sa pagbabalik ng iyong malay
sa pagbitak ng bukangliwayway.


by Alma Evita Maniago (Content)

Thursday, May 17, 2007

CLUB SPiRIT: TOASTMASTERS CLUB'S THREE EVENTS IN JUST HALF A YEAR

by Rohit Wad, TM


The SPi Toastmasters Club has long sought to impress upon the employees of SPi the value of public speaking. In 2007, three significant events in the club’s history have qualified as such: the BOOK TALKS Series, the Speech craft Program and the Ca-ching!: Lance Miller Visit to SPi.

BOOK TALKS, which was a coordinated effort between the SPi Writers Guild and SPi Toastmasters, sought to merge written English (from books) and spoken English (from speeches) together by having SPi employees share their insights and opinions on their favorite books, while on stage.


Snapshots of BOOK TALKS first run last February at the SPi Night Cafe.

Multiple challenges were encountered during the course of the event, which was held every Friday over the course of three months. One of them being is the less-than-expected number of attendees at each scheduled date and venue. The events took place nevertheless, and those who attended—mainly members and affiliates of Writers Guild and Toastmasters—witnessed the value of the insights discussed. The themes of the events included FAMILY, PEOPLE, and WOMEN, with various books from each of the themes forming the core of the discussions.

The Speechcraft Program, like BOOK TALKS, was also an effort of another partnership; this time, with SPi Foundation. The project aims to help public school teachers to hone their public speaking skills. This was done by the teachers attending Toastmasters meetings, with the teachers being the primary participants in those meetings. Their progress was well-noted and significant. According to TM Luz Desquitado, the one who spearheaded this project, the teachers progressed from being shy to “brimming with confidence” after they graduated from the program.


The Toastmasters behind this successful run of Speechcraft, a joint project of Tm with SPi Foundation.

Read CSR (or SPi Foundation) newsletter (June issue) about volunteerism. Toastmasters Club and the Writers Guild were featured. Download here.

The Lance Miller Visit to SPi proved to be worth its weight in gold as it drew in attendees from SPi’s various business units and departments. Lance Miller, a Distinguished Toastmaster and the 2005 World Public Speaking Champion, brought to light his various experiences in public speaking, with humorous speeches being his specialty. One of Lance’s techniques for humorous speaking included his ARC principle (Affinity, Reality, Communication), on which he bases all of his speeches on. It is through this principle that he delivered over 1,000 speeches all over the world, with his visit to SPi being his latest, as well as the first time he has delivered a speech to a Filipino audience.

Pictures of this event to follow.

There's more to come with Toastmasters. Watch for it!


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About the Correspondent
Rohit Wad, TM is currently the Vice-President for Public Relations of SPi Toastmasters Club. He's with Quality. Do you want to join Toastmasters? Feel free to ask him anytime!

CLUB SPiRIT: The CA-CHING! Primer

Get a sneak peek of the 2005 World's Public Speaking Champion and of the topic he will talk about on May 17.

by Perps Poblador CC/CL


So who's Lance?

During the club officers training around two years ago, the then-Lieutenant Governor for Marketing (now Lt. Govr. for Education), Gina Mapua DTM facilitated an interesting activity with the audience. Everyone was asked to evaluate the selected speech contestants from the 2005 International Public Speaking Competition that was held in Toronto and later on pick our third, second and first placers. I was able to get all 3, most especially Lance, who's obviously was the best of all. That was the first time I met Lance however; just on screen.


I never thought that I'd really meet this man in person, whom I had put a bet on as the champ during that exercise two years ago. Apparently I wasn't alone in this haze. The day after I sent an e-mail invite to our co-members outside of SPi, some of those we invited even asked us if the rumor is true. We proudly said yes and then they registered right away.

Toastmaster Melissa Lim, who is one of a few we corresponded early on, gave us a brief idea who Lance is. Having met him before in one of his engagements, she attests that Lance is indeed, a highly effective and entertaining speaker yet he has always remained humble and sincere. Melissa is currently in California and she's planning to join Lance's club soon.


Lance Miller has been a Toastmaster since 1992, and for over the last 15 years he has already appeared on over a hundred television and radio programs and delivered more than a thousand speeches in over 20 countries. He has this unique skill of applying learning, persuasion and entertainment to his talks, while consistently conveying messages about integrity, responsibility and honesty.

A native of Indiana and a graduate of Michigan State University, Lance has a wide business experience, having held sales and management posts in companies like Nestle, Anheuser Bush and Katz Media Group and having served as spokesperson to numerous organizations such as the Citizens for an Alternative Tax System, International Foundation for Human Rights and Tolerance, Equita Financial, Loan ToolBox, Robotic Parking, Foundations of Brilliance and Hubbard College of Administration. Currently he's the former Vice President of International Foundation for Human Rights and Tolerance and the President of The Way to Happiness Foundation in Glendale, California.

Lance also seems adventurous. He has already sat atop peaks of 14 thousand feet, rafted roughest waters, sailed transatlantic, piloted his own aircraft, dived through icy lakes during winter, hitchhiked Europe, and organized marathons for 10 thousand miles in 15 countries already.

I am pretty excited, and anxious at the same time, of meeting him at last!

Why Ca-ching? Why Humor?

We just found out recently that it is not Ca-ching, but rather spelled (or even, pronounced) as cha-chink. We stood corrected by a past news release from NBC that tells about a man from Glendale who won the public speaking championship title. Who else mentioned there? It's no other than Lance Miller!

Ca-ching, cha-chink or ching-ching (whatever), this catchphrase popularized by Lance has not only left funny thoughts about his speech, but he has also passed on his message well. He spoke about the importance of validating others with sincere compliments. His repetition of that catchphrase helped him to drive home the notion of validation on his speech. Amidst all other 9 contestants, Lance showed his natural, witty humor as his striking ace that eventually made him without question, the public speaking champion. His humor skill helped him convey his message and left a good impression to his audience. Using humor effectively in all of our interactions will be the focus of Lance's talk in his visit to SPi.


According to the recent poll reported by Newsweek, 64% of the respondents claimed that poor communication with management is amongst the biggest work-related complaints that in effect impedes work. For Dr. Paul McPhee, author of Health, Healing and the Amuse System: Humor as Survival Training who is also internationally known for his humor research, the important value that humor partakes at work is its ability to lubricate channels of communication. Obviously humor brings many health benefits like stronger immune system, improved cardiovascular health, more sense of control, reduced stress hormones and pain, lesser feelings of stress, anger and anxiety, increased feelings of joy and aliveness and increased emotional intelligence. Yet even at work in particular, humor improves productivity, team building, communication skills, employees' morale and job satisfaction, creativity and problem solving, resilience, and managing conflicts and stress.

As what Dr. Allan Filipowicz, a doctorate graduate in Organizational Behavior from Harvard Business School, emphasized to his dissertation on humor's influence in task-based interaction, humor can be a valuable leadership tool that does not only apply to charismatic leaders for winning over an audience by giving clever remarks and witty anecdotes, but also in small group interactions. Based on observational studies on the use of humor in interactions, humor is highly useful in facilitating communication in interpersonally difficult situations, in relieving stress and in shedding light on underlying group processes. Furthermore, recent research shows that humor is done on interactions using a combination of the following means-humor to conveying information, to generating affect and to drawing attention.

On the other side, it is also important to take note that every culture has its own form of humor in such a way that what finds it humorous in one country is not funny to another. Worse even, it is offensive or discriminating.

Let's see how you can use humor in the workplace. Let's listen to Lance himself!


Special Thanks To

Alan Olmilla DTM
, District 75 Governor
We thank him for accepting the proposal of bringing Lance to Manila through SPi TMC, before Lance goes to Cebu for the district's annual convention. His utmost generosity and kindness are just among the few qualities he has shown as a district leader of Toastmasters in the Philippines.

Gina Mapua DTM, Lieutenant Governor for Education We thank her for spreading the news about Lance Miller's visit to SPi through the district's e-newsletter. No question about the integrity of that press release of course! It just came directly from TM Gina herself! She's been ever supportive to SPi TMC, no matter how busy she also is. Her boundless energy and enthusiasm are unparalleled.

Lolet Gabay ATM-S, Area 75 Governor
We thank her for bringing in El Cielito Inn to us! We are highly grateful for her undying support, loyalty and love she gave to our club since the time we met her. She's so much like a mother to us, who would always extend her hands when we need them so. We are still looking forward to having you around in our future endeavors, Madame Lolet!


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WGimik: INTERNATIONAL BOOK DAY



Here are some choice shots of the Dia del Libro (International Book Day) at the Instituto Cervantes. The Writers Guild would like to thank members who took time off their busy schedules to take part in this global activity. This is the first time it’s happening in the Philippines and we salute the Embassy of Spain for spearheading this mostly European tradition in our setting.

The Writers Guild wishes to remind our readers and members that more than the opportunity to buy books at discounted prices, we are also providing you the chance to experience something different each time. Starting with our trip to the MV Doulos (where over 50 co-employees participated!) and now this, a new aspect in enjoying the world of reading (and books) is always presented for your enjoyment.

Do not look at these activities as mere social events that cater to those who can afford to bust money on books, etc. As good news, whatever we buy during sales are immediately made available for lending to all SPi readers via our two (2) Readvolution bookcases (both are in Content until June 2007). Likewise, attending major book events is like going through a rare experience because the opportunity to do so may never come again. You can always attend and just listen to talks and meet authors. Do it also to prove that there actually is more to what already exists for us, that there is a world outside our usual routine and hangouts, that there is life outside the confines of our office. If books are your passion, never hesitate and join us in our next trip!

Our next major WGimik: The 28th Manila International Book Fair
September 2007, World Trade Center Manila, CCP Complex, Pasay City

Smaller book sales can occur between now and September so stay tuned for dates. No need to buy anything! Just come and enjoy the talks of visiting authors and take part in other activities, i.e. storytelling sessions, etc. Events like these are best enjoyed with family members, i.e. kids!

Are you a member of the Writers Guild Readers Circle yet? Members get automatic invites to events, regular updates on new books available for borrowing, and free shuttle rides to sale venues. Sign up now! Text READ_(your name, email) and send to 0927.447.8781!

Let's go out more often! Enjoy life with us!



Starting 'em young. The Writers Guild has made available several children's books in our bookcases so you can either read to your kids before bedtime or during weekends (talk about bonding!) or you can encourage your kids to read, too! Visit our bookcases now so you can check out our storybooks!
Detail. Facade with logo.

Detail. Facade of the building.

Live music was provided at the lobby.

F. Sionil's wife prepares a table of books and roses for her husband's arrival. In Europe, a rose is given to anyone who buys a book during International Book Day. The same tradition was brought to Manila last April 21.

We stayed until lunchtime to wait for the arrival of 2001 National Artist for Literature Awardee F. Sionil Jose.


Whew, now that's a huge leg of jamon serrano!

Join us again next year!!!

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

ESSAY: POINT OF NO RETURN

by Fernando Calleja


Looking through my old files, I saw an old piece of paper with these written on it:

Pikon ka masyado Biboy! Para kang eng-eng!

Excuse me! Hindi noh! How dare you x 2000!

Pikon ka x 5000!

Hindi nga ako pikon! Madaya ka lang talaga!

Hindi ko kasalanan kung magaling ako kay Ken at Ryu. Lapa kasi ang Sakura mo! Lapa si Sakurang pokpok!

He! Neknek mo! Insecure ka lang sakin pangeeeet!


This was a written argument with my friend Myke. It appeared that I was quite irritated with him because I lost a match in Street Fighter EX3.

In high school, we always did that — passing a piece of paper during classes, writing our thoughts, then returning it back to the one who passed it. It just went on and on until either the paper ran out, or we got really angry at each other.

Upon reading it, I just smiled, laughing at myself for being such a childish brat before — having the lowest maturity level compared with anyone, being too obsessed with the kiddy stuff, and being emotionally unstable unto the brink of indulging in verbal fights.

But even if I was like that, and even if I feel that I was really retarded during that time, those were my best years. As bad as it may seem, but it’s true.

Ah. The good-old high school life!

It was then when nobody expected too much from me, when I got excused for not getting the job done, when I didn’t have to be the leader all the time, when I got to meet the weirdest but brightest people, when I had fun in the simplest of things, when I thought studying was fun, and when my best friends were not hard to find. The list just goes on and on. It was when I could be a kid. And that’s something that mattered a lot to me.

But now, it’s just a thing of the past — a memory. Life is a lot different now. I don’t get to do things like that anymore. I am a new being… with a much serious and grown-up image to keep. I’m faced with bigger responsibilities to the point that it overwhelms me. I don’t get to exchange instigating scribbles with anyone anymore, as I should treat everyone professionally. I am now too accountable for any minute action.

It’s not that I don’t see anything good in my present life, where nobody baby talks me anymore or belittles my capacity, but I just want a break from the pressure it brings. Five to nine years ago, life was a lot simpler, a lot easier to carry, and a lot more enjoyable.

It is one of my greatest frustrations to go back in time and repeat high school all over again, but it can’t happen. It’s just physically and contextually impossible.
Seeing that high school note aggravates it. It makes me miss it more.

But looking at it in a different perspective — isn’t it that everybody passes through that anxiety… that desire to go back to the past? I think it’s just natural for people to desire doing things they enjoy again.

However, transcending this yearning for something that would never happen brings me to a point to reflect on: Why do I feel this way? Is there something missing in my life now that makes me want to go back to the past? Is what I am doing now something that I really want to do? Am I becoming the kind of person who I want to become?

It seems that it’s true. Something is missing in my life. I don’t have the right to commit mistakes anymore. I don’t get to enjoy what I am doing. I can’t be a kid. And it hits me right in the face. I’m in the point of no return.



About the author
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Fernando Calleja is from Journals. He just completed a 2-day Storytelling Training with the Alitaptap Storytellers Philippines as a scholar of the Writers Guild. He is fondly called 'Biboy' by his friends.

Sunday, May 06, 2007

CULTURE EXPRESS: TANGHALANG PILIPINO'S 21st SEASON OPENS



Check here for performance dates.

BOOK TALKS: NORTH POINTS HERE

by Mahros Abaño


There are things that I know I should be doing. What was it, I have no idea yet; I know I will find it. I just knew it.

While waiting for that time to come, I got my hands on Banana Yoshimoto’s book, N. P. This is a book that I read not because I wanted to read it during that period; it was just the first book that I grabbed when I went to the loo one day. When I was still carrying that book afterwards (I washed my hands, of course), I knew I got myself hooked.

The plot of N.P. is simple. There was this famous writer in exile who killed himself. His ninety-eighth short story, which was entitled N.P. or North Point, was said to be cursed because whoever translated it in Japanese from English would later commit suicide as well. The book fell in the hands of Shoji, Kazami’s boyfriend, who after translating the story also committed suicide.

The story began a few years after Shoji died, and for some reason Kazami got entangled into the lives of the writer’s offspring who were still living in the shadow of their father’s death and his ninety-eighth story; and a mysterious woman who was as passionate with the story as they were.

The simplicity of the narration and tone to which that story was written makes N.P., at first glance lightweight. As the story progresses, I began to see otherwise. Yoshimoto juxtaposes summer to the turmoil that the characters were undergoing, with their past, among themselves and with their own demons. I believe it was not an accident that one of the characters was a psychologist, with all the mania going on around them.

Then of course, there is the connection between the four characters held by a short story that represents all those bittersweet memories.

Also, there were a few controversies, such as incestuous relationships, thrown in for good measure. It was handled with such savoir faire by the author that unless another reader was extra squeamish, will take this turn of a father-daughter, brother-sister sexual relationships with an equal sense of indulgence.

The theme of a May-December affair was recurrent throughout the story. It can be seen as another juxtaposition of hope and the loss of it as was depicted in the life of the characters. Youth is seen a sort of vibrancy, of summer, of life. In the story, these young women, like Kazami, came into the lives of these men like a ray of sunshine but gave not enough hope to them to not take the next bus to the afterlife.

The use of language is another theme of the story. As N.P. revolves around the translation of the ninety-eighth story, there was of course the issue of how language could be both a bridge and as a wall to those who were using it. How one translates his action into words could be either misconstrued by the other because of what words he used and how he used it. It can be seen that metaphorically, Kazami, who works as an English translator, served that duty throughout the course of the book.

It was not just a matter of language per se, but it was how one expresses oneself to another. As man further progressed in the use and facility of the language, there was less communication going on. And this sort of confusion was later on increased because of fear of speaking all together with the characters because the idea of hurting the other looms above them. Here is where Kazami works as the translator for all of them. She might have not succeeded fully with the task; her efforts were did not go for naught.

What I liked and disliked about this book, however, is that the ending was a bit contrived to make up for a happy ending. It was not really that of a happy ending in Disney terms but the author seemed to decide she needs to tie all those loose ends before the story ends. It was still beautifully written although it became too comfortable towards the end.

That being said, I still like N.P. despite its flaws. It was an easy read despite the themes that were tackled throughout the book. Unlike the other Japanese authors that I am fond of, Yoshimoto writes in the manner that hits the target, takes the readers in but would not spit them cruelly out. One would be assured of a relatively happy disposition after reading the book. To which unfortunately some her characters were not.


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About the contributor
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Mahros Abano writes because she was absolutely useless in her Home Economics’ classes; she wishes to learn how to knit a tablecloth in the future, preferably before hell freezes over because of global warming. She is from Healthcare.

Thursday, May 03, 2007

DIREK CONVERSATIONS WITH JEFFREY JETURIAN

By Ed Saludes

Two years ago, Cinemanila convened a group of commercial and independent film makers at the Coffee Bean and Tea Leaf in Greenbelt 3. Director 1 won a Palme d'Or few years back. Director 2 attended Cannes' film school, Cinefondation. Director 3 made three of the longest Pinoy films in history. Director 4 is a part-time model and a part-time professor in La Salle. Director 5 is a big Susan Roces fan. Director 6 has Igorot ancestors. Director 7 is represented by his live-in partner. Director 8 is the heir to the beauty business empire of his mother. Director 9 loves the name Maximo. Director 10 is known for submitting half of the 400 entries in Cinemalaya.

As the coordinator of the festival, I was tasked by the festival director Tikoy Aguiluz to document that very rare gathering. After the three-hour meeting, I was grinning like Joker between my ears. I have just realized that in a room filled with Filipino film makers, it is easy to determine who are talented or not. It doesn't even require watching their films. You just need to observe how they behave in a group conversation. Those who dominated the discussion and whose voices reverberated on the four corners of the coffee shop are the 'not-so-talented ones'. The 'talented ones' did most of the listening.

One of the talented ones present in that occasion was Jeffrey Jeturian. Direk Jeff to many, he has already done seven films since his critically-acclaimed debut, Sana Pag-ibig Na (Enter Love) which gave the late Nida Blanca Best Actress grand slam honors from major award-giving bodies. For the past seven years, he had gained local and international recognitions for his films such as Tuhog (Larger Than Life) which competed in Venice Film Festival in 2001 and last year's Kubrador (The Bet Collector), the most-awarded Filipino film of 2006.

In spite of his busy sschedule, Direk Jeff granted an interview with the Writers Guild’s Project Backspace at the Bang Café in Tomas Morato ten hours before he left for the 2007 Singapore International Film Festival.

This time, the talented one did most of the talking.

How is life after 'Kubrador'?

Last year was a particularly busy year for me in terms of travel. Because of "Kubrador" (the film has so far been invited to close to 50 international film festivals since it premiered at the 28th Moscow International Film Festival last April 2006), I've been kept busy traveling from one film festival to another where the film has been invited to compete or be exhibited. I was in Moscow, New Delhi, Toronto, Pusan (Korea), Mumbai and for the fourth quarter of last year, was hopping all over Europe (Valladolid, Brussels, Amiens, Tessaloniki, Rome and even Estonia, where I served in the jury of the international film competition) week after week. It was only in the last week of December that I was able to return to Manila, so now I have to work double time to catch up on projects that I've passed up while I was gone and start earning again. I am busy with TV work now, particularly, the TV drama anthology series, "Maalaala Mo Kaya" where I get hired on a semi-regular basis.


Jury member of the competition programme EurAsia Jeffrey Jeturian only seems to laugh on collegue Krzysztof Wierzbicki's threatening gestures. (2006.POFF)

When was it that you first realized that film was your calling?

I was in second year high school in San Beda when Lino Brocka's "Maynila Sa Mga Kuko Ng Liwanag" was shown. I saw the film and I was so moved by it that I told myself, "If films have this power to touch people's lives and create such impact on their outlook in life and worldview, then I hope I can be a filmmaker someday, too". That was in 1974 and that someday happened in 1998 when I got to direct my first film, "Sana Pag-ibig Na". It may not be the kind of film that would affect people's worldview, but I'd like to think that with my growth as a filmmaker, I am slowly getting there. *laughs*

What I am sure of though is till now, after seven films (Sana Pag-ibig Na, Pila-Balde, Tuhog, Bridal Shower, Minsan Pa, Bikini Open and Kubrador) I can proudly say that I haven't done a film that I am ashamed of. The first time I realized that directing was the only thing that I want to do was when I was asked by my friend Ellen Ongkeko Marfil to direct one scene in a drama episode she was directing for PETA-Bisyon back in 1996. The scene was very simple: a teenager guy would deposit garbage in the front yard of their house and as he does so, he would catch his older brother (who was asked to leave home by their father days ago because of a misdeed) looking from a distance. No exchange of dialogues, just loaded glances. It was a two-camera set-up for television and though the scene was very simple and required no real directorial calisthenics, nothing can match the high that I felt while "directing" the scene: from blocking the actors to deciding the camera placement to giving orders from the OB van to the two cameramen when to go to a full, medium or close-up shot.

I can even say that that moment was one of the happiest times of my life because I realized that directing was the one and only thing that I wanted to do. Ironically, the night of that same day, my dad, who would have been pleased seeing me fulfill my dreams, passed away. It was all so sudden. He died from aneurysm.

Was film making offered to you on a silver platter or was it a long struggle?

I had to rise from the ranks. From college (UP Broadcast Communications), Marilou Abaya got me to be part of her director's staff for the film "Baby Tsina", starring Vilma Santos, in 1983. I was Production Assistant. Shooting took all of six months to finish, half of which time we weren't getting paid our salaries any more (Talent Fees are "packaged" in shooting films) but that was okay by me because I was learning so much from the experience. I then became Script Continuity (Script Girl or Boy), Art Director, Production Designer, Assistant Director in various films and TV dramas to directors like Maning Borlaza, Leroy Salvador, Eddie Garcia, Chito Rono, Joel Lamangan and others.

Even as a director, I had to start from scratch as my first "directorial" job was the 5-minute TV program, Legal Forum, of Atty. Josabeth Alonso. But even that was providential because years later, in 2004, Atty. Josabeth Alonso went into producing movies and she got me and Armando Lao to collaborate on "Minsan Pa", her initial venture as producer. In 2006, she produced her second film, "Kubrador".

Who, according to you, are the Directors (Pinoy, foreign) whose works are commendable?

I am a fan of Zhang Yimou's earlier works like "Story Of Qiu Jiu", "Raise The Red Lantern", "Road Home", the Iranian director Mahjid Majidi, Pedro Almodovar, who I admire for his ability to make deviant characters look sympathetic and the director of "Y Tu Mama Tambien" (Ed.- Alfonso Cuarón).

Have you opted to make films which do not fall under the category of 'mainstream cinema' because of budget constraints and the frustrations of getting actors?

I've done the films I did because they are the kind of films that I wanted to do, regardless of whether they're mainstream or not. Even in my most commercial films (e.g. Pila-Balde, Tuhog and Bridal Shower), they are not mainstream in the sense that the themes and plots were not formula and that even if the genre was sex, that wasn't the main focus of the films. Pila-Balde was about the struggles of a young woman to have a better life; Tuhog was a satire on sex in Philippine cinema, and Bridal Shower was about the commodification of love in modern life.

You have been critically and popularly acclaimed in your films. How does that make you feel? Satisfied or pressured?

The acclaim that my films have gotten over the years is just an affirmation that what I am doing must be good. They must not, in any way, affect my work. So long as I get to do the kind of films that I want to do, I will keep making films.

Do you feel that film makers in the Philippines, especially those who are here for the love of their art and passion towards their craft, are at a disadvantage (facilities and financial-wise) compared to their counterparts elsewhere?

We are at a disadvantage, budget and technology-wise, but in terms of ideas, skills and talent, we are at par with everyone else. In the end, as in all art forms, it is what you have to say and how effectively you've communicated it that matters.

Tell us more about your next project, Nenok.

It had been shelved due to its sensitive subject matter. We have consulted some lawyers and they advised us that the screenplay might be libelous.


Screen shot of Kubrador. (Filmfestamiens)

What is the significance of Kubrador's victory at Cinemanila 2006?

Kubrador's winning is significant because it is the first time that a Filipino film has won the grand prize in Cinemanila. We didn't think the film had a chance against the other entries, among which was Cannes winner, "The Wind That Shakes the Barley", plus the fact that the competition was on home ground. And then the film was about "jueteng" with a briefer at the start on how money from jueteng has overthrown a president and put to power his successor. Ironically, it was GMA who handed out the trophy to my producer at the awarding rites held in Malacañang.

Best Filipino films of all time?

Maynila Sa Kuko Ng Liwanag, Ganito Kami Noon, Paano Kayo Ngayon?, Burlesk Queen, Kisapmata, Insiang, Batang Westside, and Babae sa Breakwater.

Watch the Youtube trailer here.
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Ed Saludes is from Journals.


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